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Saturday, December 30, 2006

recents:

the Monsters; not forgetting lingzhen

the Summers

my Classmates; missing jun han, yeows & joseph

couldnt picture anything more beautiful in my life without y.o.u.s. so before this year ends, which has been pretty good and bad. i just want to say a BIG THANK YOU to youuuu! (:

my resolutions this new year :
I don't see the point now at all.
"don't need them, don't keep them."
learn to live it to the fullest

sometimes, people refuse to forgive you, or talk to u, its okay. i should tell myself its okay. cause i know life will get better. Trust in the Lord!

God bless everyone. have fun and party the last days awayyyyyyy. as for me ill spend it with my family and monsters. maybe the summers if time permits YAYYYY

f i o@8:17 PM
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Tuesday, December 26, 2006

MON 25.12.06:

X'MAS has come and gone, but there are 11 days left to ravish it. looking forward to 2007. haven't come up with new year resolutions. mustmustmust! before this week ends.

met him at 8 companied me to church. best pal's church to be exact. Lighthouse @ admiralty. the play about God's Presents was awesome, it made me tear and realise how far apart ive grown from God. Pastor Rony Tan was preaching about God's amazing love he has for us. all in all it was a great service.

HK cuisine for lunch with best pal, her other half and the bf. don't think i'll ever eat mango ice kachang with them again hahaha. watched Flyboys, i'd rate it 7/10. the story line is about ordinary boys who volunteered for the first World War looking for adventure, and in the process, they became heroes. Never before has a movie so accurately portrayed the thrill and danger of the aerial dogfights. James Franco's HotHotHot. go check out the movie! in case u dont know who, he stars opposite Tobey Maguire in Spiderman. pssst! not forgetting Martin Henderson.. heee heee heee

thank you for spending christmas with me
the dress. starbucks. rings (:
for accomodating me and giving so much.
i'm sorry if u received little.
i want to make u happy too.
and this time, if you happen to risk anything once again, ill make sure its worth it.

f i o@1:29 PM
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Sunday, December 24, 2006

SAT 23.12.06:

X'mas wrapping in the morning and rushed down for pool slot. Head to Citilink with the monsters for dinner at NewYork NewYork and opened presents! YAYYYYYY

special thanks to

SERENE; for the pretty necklace, chocs ( i think its BETTER than jappo's 24 fereros ;) and the GString. damn transparent please. HAHAHA

GRACIA; PTS (: cheer up YOU! LINGERIES again. i know ive a BIGBIGHUGEHUGE fetish for these but dont have to gimme sooooooooo many..right

JIUN; FTS AHHHHH the silver bag. OMGomgomgomg. thankyou so muchos

and

MONSTERS for the time spent together. love u gurls a lot!

after that it was Clarke Quay. red wine and 5 10 15 7up (:

pictures up soon! /looking forward to S U M M E R L O V I N`

f i o@3:23 PM
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Wednesday, December 20, 2006

project meetings:

on HARD ROCK CAFE. inventory planning layout strategies human resource management etc. have to review the video clips tonight. IF possible. cos im staying over at jiun's(:

Dancing feet:

quite excited cos the gurls are going down to zouk. ladies night but im too broke for drinks cause of all the last minute shopping. cant even afford x'mas cards... how pathetic.

EX-wifey sheena:

another 9 hours and you're LEGAL. oh my! happy for u(: so, HAPPY 18th Birthday in advance. love u and your stupid self seductions. ignores- see you tonight my kinky partner ;)

loser:

JAPPO. ure the only one left. hahahaha OOPS.

slipping away:

shouldnt be wasting any more of my precious time. 2 weeks are pretty short and in no time it'll be 2007. my new year resolutions? haven't thought of it. but im sure ill come out with a list. x'massss shoppping here i come!

f i o@3:17 PM
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Tuesday, December 19, 2006

SINCE MY BEST FRIEND'S LEAVING ME BEHIND FOR ANOTHER ROUND OF HOLIDAY TO BANGKOK. I JUST THOUGHT I MIGHT DO SMTH FOR HER BEFORE SHE LEAVES.

HERE I PRESENT YOU, MY SEXY PIXIE ELF(;

http://www.elfyourself.com/?userid=9db89309fa9b8bea2504195G06121822

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

f i o@1:48 PM
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Friday, December 15, 2006

just remembered that i owe someone this post(:

im glad we talked, it's not the usual HappySuaningLaughOutLoudsHimboBimboTalks. But im sure we cleared any misunderstanding between us. just want to let you know, friends always come first and i will never allow/let any guy come between us.

thanks for listening. you know ill be here for u anytime!

okay lah i know this is a very short post compared to what uve written. but words are just words. understanding comes even without saying anything. love ya **LALALALALA(:

f i o@1:09 PM
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papers officially ended. didn't really MUG like gracia claimed she did but all the late nights, definitely need to get some beauty sleep back. stayed at macs with serene to study CMA through the night until we met jeremy and his classmates, got a place to sleep. quality time with "mummy" sure kills the stress i was having, our heartTOhearts(: really enjoyed every moment of it. more of those to come!

this upcoming 2 weeks of holidays will be back to routines of pool slots & gym. dearly missed the monsters. need to start exercising especially after a gruesome week of JUNKFOOD chocs, burgers and more chocolates. all thanks to YOU im growing fats.

not to say the anticipated x'mas shoppings and gatherings. ooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhh JUST CAN'T WAIT(:
in the meantime, this should get rid of the guilt and lousy feeling of not doin well for some papers

f i o@12:49 PM
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Saturday, December 09, 2006

happy 18th birthday ling!
okay, this gurl hates it when i call her that.
you're always so funny and cheerful.
never fail to put a smile on my face
stay this way. love you long time(: *MONSTERS' LOVE

i don't know what im doing or what im thinkin and i was hurt. keep hearing things i dont wanna hear. i dont know who to believe anymore... it's just too much to handle at one go and im not as strong as you think. i hate pretending to be happy ALL the time, smiling and laughing on the outside. i tried but seems like its never enough. i need a breather.

Hearing Aid: I Write Sins Not Tragedies- Panic! At the Disco

f i o@11:21 AM
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Thursday, December 07, 2006

i was never a big fan for country music, but shania twain's different. she makes country music sound less boring. like KA-CHING & MAN! HE FEELS LIKE A WOMAN and FROM THIS MOMENT, a song that has to be played at all weddings! sucker for weddings and big fighter planes *whoooooo*

sorry for the random HIGHness. the rarely usual perky mood tonight(:

Janis, if you're reading this..i wanna be a freaking rich char bo like you! hahaha learn SALSA, KICK BOXING, POLE DANCING (okay, this one for u only) i wanna go back to the skinny me! ): feeding myself too much on junks. rid those fats

tests just next week. please give me the MOOD i need to study. i cant seem to concentrate with things going on around me. i miss talking to rayner, iggy and summers(:

Jiun, thanks for being there(: and dragging me all the way to town monday morning for 3 reasons:
1. i wont be able to study cause i can't stop thinking about my laptop
2. i let you eat awful biscuits
3. i love going out with my best friend *thicky....*
although you kept saying it wasn't my fault, i can't help feeling that it is. we still ain't talking but i have faith we will. it's a father and daughter thing we have to go through (:

and HAPPY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY LOVE!

Joanne Yeo Hui Cheng, we have known each other since sec 1 - now it's 5 years on and i haven't been checked into a psychiatric ward yet, so let's keep going until one of us goes bonkers from all the times that we laugh till we cry, seeing each other through the highs and lows of every relationship we've had and lost.
cheers to another year of friendship.
pssst.. you always have me. OK (: no more fat ugly BF to make u sad.. haha hopefully KX doesnt read my blog.

you know how much i love you.

f i o@12:41 AM
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Tuesday, December 05, 2006

i thought i would end the week smiling a little. But its just weeks like this that made you torn and tattered.
My silver sandals went missing right after pool slot, had to go home with stupid shoes. And the next day, my laptop and ipod's 'gone'.

The cut on his palm, it was worse than watching those two things slammed on the floor. There was so much anger. And as much as i vow never to speak to him again, i can never bring myself to it. i think i really broke his heart. worse, its his birthday tomorrow.

dad, im so sorry...

i didnt want to admit. i didnt want to let my guard down like i've told you to. but now, what must i do to make you understand, to make you open up again. cause deep down i needed you somehow.

f i o@6:32 PM
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