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Sunday, October 15, 2006

Shi, if ure reading this right now. (Cause I just read your blog and i cant tag for nuts cause i dont use Xanga) i dont know how you feel but according to what ive read i know ure feeeling miserable and inconfident and so sick and tired. vancouver is breaking you. But u know u have to stay strong and continue believing that things will go right somehow. Continue praying and trusting in Jesus and im very sure that whatever he's putting you through is a test and you'll emerged more independent and much stronger than u were before. Dont think of jumping down from anything under and allowing inner demons to conquer u. that'd be too satisfying. get out of your hidden covers and start making things happen instead of watching your life slip away like this! yes your parents are forcing you to go to York House which u feel so inferior in, everyone knows everybody and you're this new girl and everything they do seems to favour everything but you. they're stopping you from doing many many things but they can never stop you from dreaming and doing what u want. you're smart, pretty, full of ideas, you write such great articles.... you deserve much better than these. but first, uve got to do something about it. stop envying ruth for enjoying in some arty farty boarding school and start doing something happy for yourself. im always here for you, even if we're a million miles apart. stay strong (:

with love,
your true blue B.F

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